Worry and Angst

I sit and wonder

Is this right?

Was this the decision i wanted to make?

Too late to turn back

No more options

The hurt builds

But its the hole I'm more worried bout

The hole that even when filled with tears is still empty

The hole that remains barren

Are you ok?

I worry

But I no longer know

I've been cut off

It's not in my hands

They say love is universal

Everyone can feel it

Can you feel how much I love you?

Do you know how much I love you?

Can you understand how much I love you?

You never have

You never will

I can't make you understand

You're alone

I'm alone

Why can't you see it?

I cry

I sleep

I move on

Have you?

Can you?

How much does forgiveness cost?

Can either of us forgive?

I hope I can

Cause I miss you

But can you?

Can I forgive myself?

I will be ok

You will be too

eventually

We'll meet down the road

Smile

Understand

And continue walking together